Cam caps: "A&F and Pink Mesh" and "Sex is lingerie and heels"

Looking as beautiful as ever Nikki , thanks alot for sharing with all of us.

 

Great new pics, Nikki!

 

very nice sets their Nikki, looking good.

Thanks for thinking of us during your busy time.

 

nice ics, she's gorgeous

 

sexy as hell!

 

Looking great Nikki...thanks

 

Thanks for all the great comments guys!

And just to be clear about the whole "why does she do mesh but not full topless even though she showed them on JS" thing....I've explained this time and time again.

JS was not something I planned on doing, I was not supposed to be part of the show, I went there as an audience member and let myself get talked into getting on stage after I lost my mind and showed my boobs in the audience. It was a spur of the moment thing, and I was in no way aware of the fact they were going to put it on PPV or use my picture on the add (which by the way they photo shopped and added a hula skirt too etc)

The reason I do mesh and not full topless is a self esteem issue. I DO NOT LIKE THE WAY MY BOOBS LOOK FREE HANGING! They are big and heavy and have been since I was like 15, and I dont think they look good outside of a bra. I wear the mesh so that people who want to see them can see them every now and then but it still gives me a little coverage and I feel makes them look a little better. Not to mention the fact that they are noticeably different sizes, I hate it. So I hold them or pose a certain way wearing mesh to make them look a little more symmetrical.

It doesnt matter how many people tell me that they look fine and not to worry about it etc, it the fact that I cant get over how they look and dont feel comfortable having photos taken of them.

Oh and someone said something either on this forum or another about how the reason I dont show them is because "im a wife and mother", and I just want to say that that really has nothing to do with it.

I've felt this way about my boobs for a long time and even back when I started modeling for PF that was the reason I never wanted to do topless then either.

I also dont feel that I have to show my nipples all the time, I started as NN and my members are my members because they like what I do. I dont feel that I need to progress to gain more members and make more money, and im not going to sacrifice my level of comfort just because people keep telling me I should and that they'd sign up if I showed more. There are plenty of other people that DONT want me to do anything more than what i've been doing.

Oh and then if I did do topless there are those that would turn it around and say "oh she must not be making enough money if she going topless now, she must be desperate"

The argument is going to continue im sure, it has for the last 2 years, but im not going to be pressured into doing something im not comfortable with ever again. I guess im just tired of ignorant people that think they know everything and feel the need to tell me what I should and shouldnt do and think that they know the answers as to why I did or didnt do something etc.

The only one that knows for a fact how I feel or knows what's going on in my mind.....is ME!

Sorry to rant, but hearing this over and over gets annoying after a while, it's been 2 years so you can imagine how fed up I am with all of this.

 

You go, girl. It really is a shame you have to explain it everytime some knucklehead brings up the "cheating paying members" rag. If members didn't like your tease, they wouldn't be paying members. I'm not sure how easier it is to explain.

And btw, your boobs are perfect (at least in my eyes).

 

Thanks

And that's what i've always said too, if you don't like it don't look at it, you're not required to sign up. The people that do enjoy the tease are the ones that are paying to see it. Those that want nakedness or nipples on every page can sign up elsewhere.

 

Sex is Nikki in lingerie and heels...

 

I like a girl that will speak her mind. Now tease me baby! TEASE ME!!!

 

you look great, do what you think and feel is right, everyones level of comfort is different, and you are a legend on the internet for some reason other than showing your tits to the world, for whatever reason, insecurity or maybe because you just don't feel like it. I show everything because I'm completely comfortable and love to be naked, others aren't and don't. Just do your thing, it's worked for years

 

Great post, thanks!

 

Thanks for your honesty. I think it is a brave things to admit. Even though part of me would love to see them fully naked, I fully support your decision. The tease honestly is much more exciting. Thats why I'm a long time member.